Friday, April 11, 2008

Genuine.

I've hit that wall. Finally, I've hit that wall. I've realized that it's time to give it up to God. I am not alone in going through this walk. I am in fact walking hand and hand with Him, it's just sometimes frustrating when I don't feel the warmth of His hand.

I give up everything to the Lord. My anxiousness, my worries, my thoughts, my actions, my words. I am at this place in my life for a reason. Already I know that what I am going through is challenging my life structure that I have had for a long time.

It sounds weird, but I know this sense of belonging won't come until I'm ready for it. I have started breaking down this reliance on people as validation and for recognition.

I live for the Father.

I give up these worries to Him for I know the Lord cares for me. He cares for me.


I once said "keep me here" but I know, to grow more: "take me there".



Peace. Love. Joy. Hope.